šŸŽµIt’s my birthday imma blog what IĀ wannašŸŽµ

šŸŽµIt’s my birthday imma blog what IĀ wannašŸŽµ
By Coco / August 24, 2020

It’s my birthday bitches!!! (🤭 I am sorry I got a little bit excited),drumroll please! Cue the balloons and the confetti, that’s right it’s my birthday and I am 24 guys. I spent the whole week thinking of what to write about on this day and so I googled ā€œwhat to write about on your birthday, on your blogā€ and some blog post popped up, I scanned through them and saw that there are so many things I could write about like; 24 things I have learned since my 24 years of living on planet earth (seemed kinda cliche so it wasn’t an option), or writing a love letter to myself (love hasn’t really been my strong point, so there goes that). This confusion of what to write dragged on till yesterday, usually my posts are ready by Thursday but here I am on a Sunday writing damn!. As an over thinker that I am, I found myself thinking myself into a bad mood. I remember when you ask 18 years old me ā€œwhere do you see yourself at 24..?ā€ My answer always was I would have bagged a masters degree or be in my 2nd/3rd year of my second degree preferably law, been married with a kid and definitely not in this country.Ā šŸ˜‚šŸ¤£šŸ˜‚Ā Well look at me now, no second degree or masters and Nigeria is still hitting me ā€œgbas gbosā€. I am literally scared of making big moves because I am still devising ways to deal with rejection and failure (my biggest fear).

But now at 24 I say DUCK IT!, I am gonna do those moves I have been so scared to make. So I am gonna start an official blog (lol the one you make money out of), this particular blog was a test run on how the public would see my writing that’s why I encourage y’all to tell me what you think of my writing and you guys have made me see that I do a pretty decent job, thank youā¤ļø. Then I’ll get those piercings I only talk about getting, make those money moves I birth but never nurture, express myself more through art by taking art classes, lol I may even try that thing called ā€œdancingā€, learn to play an instrument (I’ve got my eyes on the violin, cello or guitar), maybe even dye my hair blonde (lol I ain’t doing that atall my hair is too precious to be experimenting with), basically just damn my fear of change and try new things.

THINGS I AM MAKING A PRIORITY IN HONOR OF BEING 24

Self care; I have never really been the type to care about my skin or hair or even looks (where my money goes is a mystery to me), well that’s gonna change I am spoiling myself silly from now on. I am gonna exercise and do yoga more to improve my physical, mental and psychological health.

Forgiveness; I need to cut myself some slack and learn that it’s okay to be turned down and fail at something. I should not judge myself and I should forgive myself and move on.

Self love; I am enough physically and mentally.

Self growth; learning from my mistakes instead of sulking.

More courageous and fearless; I need to stop thinking my way outta everything.

But now I am grateful for a lot I have in my life presently. And as for my plans I have no plans atall I am going with the winds today, anything that wants to happen should I am ready for it.

Xoxo coco

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