So I know I didn’t post yesterday being Monday, I was so busy and lost track of time or I was lazy, I can’t really remember. I almost didn’t post this week but, this is going to be my last post for the year and I’ve got a few things to tell y’all. 2020 was supposed to be my year, I was gonna make it my bitch but y’all know what happened.
But I feel if we look at 2020 from another perspective, it wasn’t a total buzz kill. I was gonna start the process of putting my name on the map this year, you know securing some bags and certificates. I feel like the world was on an automatic “GO” setting, we needed sometime with ourselves, and loved ones to just reflect and 2020 gave us that. I’ve seen so many people discover a talent this year, I am a living testimony. Before this year I never knew my passion or what I loved doing, but this year showed me some surprising things about myself. It made me appreciate the little things in life like; y’all of course, Netflix, internet etc.
I hear people say it was the worse year, yet the statistics of people who got married or engaged was high this year. For me this year, I had an epiphany on how to live life. None of the plans I had for this year came through but I feel I found something really special, I found the real Coco. I found out I didn’t know myself like I thought I did, I didn’t know know I how much of an art piece I am and the world is. I also think I tapped into few more percentile of my brain (yaaay me!!!).
I know a lot of us are having anxiety about 2021 or is it just me..?. We are terrified of making plans or shouting “2021 is my year!”. But I just want to tell y’all that it’s okay to feel fear but it’s what you do with the fear that matters. You could be scared and accept defeat or you could use the fear as a motivation. As y’all are complaining about 2020, take a moment to be grateful that you are alive, there are worse things that could have happened like; a Third World War or meteorite hitting earth. I have decided to use my fear as a motivation, so I am screaming on top of my voice “2021 is my year!”. I urge y’all to make that million dollar plan for 2021, write down things you would love to achieve this new year and try as much as possible to tick one off the list. Mine is packed full, if I don’t achieve all this new year I’ll try again the year after.
2020 gave us a gift that we probably can’t see, but I want y’all to do something. Ponder on something you think was a gift from 2020 and go to the comment section, write it down and end the comment with “… so DUCK 2020!”. Mine: I discovered I can write and draw, I discovered an interesting piece of me and I kinda made 2020 my bitch. So DUCK 2020!.
Xoxo Coco.
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